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Josephine zhongyun
still a teenager
i love bio!
pink is not exactly my fave colour
I can see the end coming. Yes. Tomorrow is my last paper for sem 1 in NUS! Sem one is quite a good kick start for me. I still remembering coming in aiming high for cap 5, and keep praying to God that my motivation will be him instead of cap 5. I dint really totally understand what does it mean to study for jesus.There can be many motivations in study, be it meeting expectations, competitiveness, personal pride... ... One day, my prayer was answered and I still one to thank God for it. It all started out when i fail one of my mid terms. And it is the first result that i got back in my history in NUS. I FAIL! For two days i cried and for a moment wanting to give up. Looking back, I really want to thank god for the first failure. It is then I start to humble myself and set my attitudes right for studying. It is an endless cycle if i try to meet up with expectations and even when i meet it, I may not be truly happy about it. Speaking of crying, I cried because i am afraid i let my mum down who has spent a bomb in my studies and i am really thankful for this chance as I am not financially well off. Never in my life have i told my mum about my failures as I am fearful of her reaction.One day, I told her about it. And to my amazement, she told me not to give myself too much stress. I am really shocked and i realise that all along I have been chasing after unnecessary expectations. Back to right now, good grades are just a bonous to me. Love the lord with all your mind, your heart, your soul and your strength. Loving god and honouring him in what I do means giving in my best. Key is: my best. Four papers have passed and i asked myself have i give my best shot. I know i have and i have the joy in me when i finish the exam though there are quite a few qn I still did not get it and people around me got it. This is the difference. Give god my best shot and leave the rest in his hands and giving thanks in every situation.And....................................... CANT WAIT FOR TOMORROW TO COME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
writtern @8:59 PM
Rise and shineee!!!!!!!!! Its SUNDAY! location: hostel weather: very cold recently, I have beem having sleepless night. For some reason which i have yet to figured out, my adrenaline levels in midnight is very high. I need to ask myself to sleep and I can spend one hour lying on bed and just cant sleep cuz my brain is overactive :( consequence- morning sleepiness and inconcentration. After two weeks, I finally remember to bring back my bible! Happy and for now, just hope i can really put in 100% focus when i study cuz its just countdown to SIX days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
writtern @8:01 PM
Feeling abit of indigestion of information. It all started out on Sun night when my neighbour starts to plan her exam study timetable so i decided to plan mine too. To my horror, I have zillions of things to study so yest is my first day of study plan. Amazingly, this is the first time ever where i can complete my task allocated to the day! But thrilled and indigestion follows. Nontheless, I am super motivated to complete all my task for today and I am taking a short break now.Feeling hungry but lazy to spend money or to cook. This is my characteristic when i study- i don't eat. So maybe by the end of examinations, you will see a bony stick thin zhong yun haha.Anyways, my jersy number for sports is 37!!!!!!!!!!!! It has a special meaning to me but i won't say why here.Tonight, vcf is doing a door- to- door exam prayer. Part of me is fearful of coldness or rejection, but part of me is thrilled because this is my first time! Has been praying for it one week ago and is anticipating for 6 more hours to arrive (:OK, back to the books! Monopoly here i come!!!!!!!!!!!!!
writtern @10:30 PM
I completed my esssaaayyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^^
writtern @5:04 AM
Sem one is coming to an end! ^^ the end is visible, but like any other race, the last lapse is definitely not easy to run. It is the time where you have to give every ounce of energy in your cells to complete it.Well, that is what I am feeling now. While typing this entry, I am actually taking a short break from my mugging as I am starting to doze off. Tomorrow is a big day for me! It is my final test for my Einstein module which i still have 4 chapters of particle physics to go and at the same time, I need to summit my biodiversity essay posted on late mon night by tomorrow.Feeling very very exhausted now as I can feel myself not making any sense when I talk and physically dragging myself to my humongous textbook to study. Now what I can do is only to pray. It seems quite impossible to complete all that I need to by today :(But in summary: I am tired. But its ok. I know after tomorrow...... YAY! ^^ Only an hour of lesson on Fri so can chill awhile and continue mugging again! (:
writtern @4:27 PM