lost game
Saturday, December 26, 2009
Felt i am losing everything :( with comittee stuff, i lost time for my family, church and close frens- my fabulous jc classmates and dearest shooting mates.
Part of me want to hold on to friendships in hall but simply time does not allow me. In the end, I will end up alone most of the times. Just feel that i have been numbed by work that when i am alone, i still want to keep working.
Forgot the time when i first start to be alone. Shop alone, mug alone, home alone. Guess i am used to it though time to time still hope and pray that there will be someone there for me.
A new year is awaiting and hope all the events will come to an end. Eventually what awaits is choice. Choice of piroritising which is quite a painful decision as something will have to be let go.