difficult times
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
Going through tough times now. Looking back, I have been neglecting my frens and i really really regretted. Want to thank abert and sean for supporting me in terms of their time, but I am at this very akward stage when saturday is the only time available for all my frens, yet saturday is quite a taboo day for me for it is the day of my week dedicated to my church.
Frens vs church. Nothing is inferior to the other and my heart really aches everytime when I am forced to make a decision between the two. My frens are quite upset with me but i cant put my feelings into words to tell them how much i really cherish them and want to spend my time with them. Its like experiencing heartache over and over without knowing how to explain, yet misunderstood.