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This is MY blog! ^^ click link below for some nice music for accompany during reading! xoxo josephine 
Josephine zhongyun
still a teenager
i love bio!
pink is not exactly my fave colour
Just dun feel like doing anything now. You know the saying goes it takes 13 days to form a habit, i think if mugging its a habit, 13 days is really not enough and the habit can be easily gone in just a sec!Meet someone in library today. Dint know her but just find her looking very alike to my first best fren whom i have lost touch now. Get in touch with past memories.Her name is tan seow peng. Knew her since primary one and is in the same class till primary four. Cuz of one mark difference in PSLE results, we are posted to different schools :( Remembered very vividly one day during chinese lesson, she brought her little sooy and put in on her bag. I took out my handkerchief and lay it as a "blanket" on it. Haha. And also after schools, will hang out below her block which has this machine which you put coins into it to buy some cards with HUANG ZHU GE GE characters on it. Come to think of it, was v silly but this is the innocent side of childhood and i missed it. How many times have you smiled innocently to something or someone deep from your heart? Still kept the birthday card she drew me using crayons for my birthday during primary four. haha stating that i should totally inform her next time when i got married.Ten years have passed. How has she been? How much have i changed? I really do not want to think or imagine but continue to preserve this precious memory.
writtern @9:10 AM
Found a new fave spot in library! Got good scenery from window. spot:2 helicopters2 aeroplanes2 bird feathers! ^^
writtern @7:39 AM
writtern @7:33 AM
Not in a fantastic mood today :(`woke up with a shock it is close to 2pm and i actually intend to wake up earlier to study`internet connection at home is down`the weather dint really help much as hormones level is proportional to temperatureknowing all the above and all the more i should be careful not to explode, i try to chill by playing my keyboard and slowly learn a few bars of I BELIEVE. it takes more time for me to learn since my practical only stops at grade 1 so side reading isnt my ability.Quite satisfied, along with mum's yummy dishes that i have not tasted for a few months, I went back to hall.TO MY HORROR WHEN I WENT INTO MY ROOM. I was sweating and baking hot when i realise there are fragments of insects under my bed and big lizzard shit on my bed. Gosh must be murphy law. Cant the stupid insects and lizzards just spare me for 2 more weeks? Fraustrated, i start to play a puzzle with the dimension of my room and the bed. now my bed is in a super akward position but at least it can decrease my fraustration level by 70%.Lin Hui then came and offer egg tart and chesnuts- thankx ALOT really bring down my furious level from the heat and insects! Hope tonight will be a peaceful night! AGGGGRRRR insects if you dare mess with me again, every time i spot you dun wish you have the slightest chance of survival!
writtern @7:18 AM
Went through some hiccup today too, well life isnt always very smooth sailing.Woke up and i know this is the day. Poster presentation! Everything is like a mess and profs are not very happy with the prototype. Alot of thisjust crop up along this fw months and deep in my heart i know this is the music i have to face at the end. Sounds very noob but really almost on the verge of tearing but still standing strong. Will just accept fate if it means i need to take six modules for next sem when results are out.After this presentation, set off alone to sci canteen, etaing alone and mugging alone. Enjoy my time alone though as i can focus better(: tiredness and mostly laziness sets in and i start to sit back. Then, i saw this cleaning auntie grumbling. A bad day it must be, i thought. Then she came and wipe my table. I say a simple thank you and she start to say to me in chinese" you are welcome. Finals coming huh? Must be very tough studying," and she smiled at me. For a moment, I felt encouraged by her. There is this understanding in her smile that warms me and motivates me to keep puching on.Went for VCF sunset prayer at engine bridge. First time attending and it was quite an experience(:Then comes my favourite floorballgame! Yay got a few brusies for me to press! Haha. Today i sense a slight improvement in me as i pushed myself to step up and have some self confidence. But towards the end, i went back to my old self, shying away and defend. Somehow there is this barrier inside me preventing me to be confident that i can receive a pass and give a good pass too. It is very difficult to shake off this low self esteem inside me as pass memories keep flooding back. In the past people used to criticise me when i play ball games and this slowly forms a thought inside me that i cant do it. But IFG is coming up, and this is the first time i a determined in acheveing something especially in the sport which i really like.Alrites going to conquer mountains of notes! AAAGGGGRRRR! A warrior never gives up and feelings cant dominate or stop me from doing anything! GOGOGO!
writtern @8:49 AM
Today is monday! Just have time to really sit down in my room haha. Went food for thought together with disciple ship group (dg in short). Dine at food for thought near singapore arts museum and the food there was fatastic! Price and proportion may have slight disparity say compare with cafe cartel, but its worth it for its location and ambience. Had a really good time catching up and opening up to one another- still rmb the sharings we shared for like 3 years plus! Great having same people to share to throughout different stages in life(:After dinner, the plan is to go for some nice chill dessert place! Awesome but I feel like cinderella, need to rush back to hall by 10pm for a proj meeting. After reaching mrt station, took bus and upon alighting- RUN! really feeling uncomfortable running since i haver ran for quite some time but well i guess it will be be a good warm up for floorball tml(:Everything is just so wrong. The whole prototype kind of fail and its really ugly. With some creativity, at least we made SOMETHING that is somewhat presentable. Realise i cant afford to get U grade cuz no modular credits will be awarded so i will need to make up by taking 6 modules instead of 5 in some other sems. Despite the disaster, i somehow get over this anxious and tight up feeling. I really love hall cuz there is this staircase in my block that when i walk up, i can always gaze at the stars in the sky. The stars are slighlty more in numbers today and i will just take a breath and admire it. It really makes me smile despite of what circumstances i am in, for i know life has something deeper and more meaningful than projects and cap and worries and everything i can think of(:
writtern @10:33 AM
It've been quite a still day for me in terms of everything!STILL...not muggingquite happy despite the above pointcontenteddaydreamingToday, for my church saturday's service, the topic was on So what happen in between good friday and easter? I must admit the skit was great. Watching the skit really makes me feel like acting too! Just some history of my acting history:1) Always in camp when we are suppose to come out with a skit I am always the.. narrator, sit-out audience, or props mover2) Despite not acting, my jc frens still gave me a trophy on m18th birthday with the title"最爱演辣妈奖” hahaThank God for really blessing nano cell! Last year there are only two regulars and the year end off with not looking too positive. This year, there are three more regulars: two of which are irregulars of last year and one new comer! It is really a great encouragement given to the cell by my father(:Yay to floorball advocates in discus too! (:Last but not least, really really enjoyed dinner with ladies of 5 different age groups in cafe cartel! And lots of love from si hui who drove us there in the rain(:It is one of the times when i really wind down and not think about anything but just to enjoy the company(:
writtern @10:24 AM
Why must it always be at night when major cock ups appear?Its good friday today. My cell went to bugis mahattan fish market which is a change from KFC in the previous years! Had seafood platter for two and the prawns and sotongs is really really quite a steal! On the way back, everyone seems to be emo-ing, some can see, some is silently emo so as not to affect the rest. At that point in time, i thought i was diff from the rest...Computer is really evillll. Went to sch website to find out that results for practicals are up and i scored below average. wayyy below and this is my first time this sem scoring below average :( Next is the engine project fair next tuesday. Took this innovation program with my senior. For demostration purpose, my senior say we need a usb chargeable phone which is Motorola and gave me this important task in finding one by this weekend. It is really like finding a needle in th ocean. I ask him for alternatives and he told me blackberry. I was stunned. BLACKBERRY. hello~ that phone is so expensive! I really dare not ask someone else to lend me a blackberry for my project just in case it lost, and my senior insist it wun be lost. - easily said since he is not the one who is going to ask for one. Can really feel the pressure on me. Everything is just so wrong besides the stupid handphone, but also the prototype. It is really one of the moments when i am closing my eyes(dare not see), take a deeeppp breadth, cross my fingers and really hope everything is ok.Zhong yun needs to stop dreaming and get going in mugging really. I am easily affected in my studies by emotions. Woke up with a bad dream this morning- is really really real and i do not wish to describe. There goes my day and my thoughts. 3 more weeks. All the time i have left to study. Get real, get back to mug.
writtern @8:40 AM
April fool! Haha amazingly, this year's april fools day is the most peaceful one in my life so far, guess all my frens are just zombifed after a busy week tsk tsk.During dinner time, my fren terence never fails to amuse me again! The story goes like this- the chem majors are trying to explain the greenhouse effect from a chemistry point of view. The details i cant remember very well, but it was something along the line that composition of carbon dioxide is diff in the different layers such as the stratosphere. Terence then came in, trying to simplify it to the medicine students saying- the different layers of air is just like diff layers of skin such as epithelium! Good effort in being flexible when explaining to people from diff background!Went home tonight though a large part of me really want to stay and play floorball): but dint regret though, now sitting on my comfortable chair in my room!
writtern @9:38 AM
