gloomy night
Friday, April 2, 2010
Why must it always be at night when major cock ups appear?
Its good friday today. My cell went to bugis mahattan fish market which is a change from KFC in the previous years! Had seafood platter for two and the prawns and sotongs is really really quite a steal! On the way back, everyone seems to be emo-ing, some can see, some is silently emo so as not to affect the rest. At that point in time, i thought i was diff from the rest...
Computer is really evillll. Went to sch website to find out that results for practicals are up and i scored below average. wayyy below and this is my first time this sem scoring below average :(
Next is the engine project fair next tuesday. Took this innovation program with my senior. For demostration purpose, my senior say we need a usb chargeable phone which is Motorola and gave me this important task in finding one by this weekend. It is really like finding a needle in th ocean. I ask him for alternatives and he told me blackberry. I was stunned. BLACKBERRY. hello~ that phone is so expensive! I really dare not ask someone else to lend me a blackberry for my project just in case it lost, and my senior insist it wun be lost. - easily said since he is not the one who is going to ask for one. Can really feel the pressure on me. Everything is just so wrong besides the stupid handphone, but also the prototype. It is really one of the moments when i am closing my eyes(dare not see), take a deeeppp breadth, cross my fingers and really hope everything is ok.
Zhong yun needs to stop dreaming and get going in mugging really. I am easily affected in my studies by emotions. Woke up with a bad dream this morning- is really really real and i do not wish to describe. There goes my day and my thoughts.
3 more weeks. All the time i have left to study. Get real, get back to mug.