Tuesday, June 29, 2010
I am just procrstinating and it is v bad. Don'y know why there is this lazy bug staying in me.
But one thing that i did not procrastinate so far is jogging. Been sticking to the timetable i drew out so far and just start running 5km! And it comes with a little price-purple second toe. Cant imagine what will happen during 42km.
Recently somethings just went through my mind and it seems like God is not answering my questions (though i know he will but just some insecurities in me). There was this day when I am really really sad and I have to go out. I prayed that bus 37 will come- I have this peference for the number 37 and yes it did. For a moment, I was reminded again that God knows everything I have been through and he has his reasons why certain issues I had seemed unanswered. It may seem quite trivial, the part on bus 37- some people may prefer to call it coincidence but I am going to come back to it again.
Monday, I was woken up at 6 sth am by my sis pulling my leg. She told me that our hamster HAPPY that had been with us for two years was dead. I did not cry, but just not used to it. I was with my sis the whole process of packing happy into a nice box and its disposal. I was sad seeing my sis kept crying and packing some of happy favourite food into the box too. Though happy always did not allow us to touch him and will bite us when we did, he still have his adorable moments.
Suppose to meet my frens for a jog 8am that very morning happy pass away. Its quite emmotional and this time too, I prayed for bus 37 and it came. Just comforted once again and know that when God said in the bible he will never forsake me- he really meant it.
Thats what I have been through so far during my last week of TEENAGE life. FYI, my house bus stop has alot of services, 8 of them in total.
