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Josephine zhongyun
still a teenager
i love bio!
pink is not exactly my fave colour
YEA! SCHOOL IS STARTING!!!!!! (:(:There is always this geeky-ness in me. I realy like school. Since young, I always have trouble sleeping the night before school reopen simply because I am very excited. For non-school lovers, you will probably roll your eyes or DUH at this entry hehe.I entered into 2010 unprepared, busy with cca stuff and have no time to rest and reflective upon 2009. These three moths of break really works wonders for me. Three months sounds longggg but 12 weeks sounds short ( quite amazing huh).And in these 12 weeks, I have accomplished quite alot. Went Batam, serving in progams for student camp, going genting with friends, turned 20, landed myself in 6 random ad hoc jobs. Its really wonderful experience and a school break like no other.I MISS SCHOOL!
writtern @7:30 AM
"A cheerful heart is good medicine, but a crushed spirit dries up the bones." Prov 17:22Been having a not so amazing week so far. The weather is fantastic for sleep! A lil perk for the not-so-amazing-ness. Sitting in library now, hungry and tired. Just want a little space away from home. My desktop at home is malfunctioning and there's no way i can fix it. Since mum is the only user of that com, she start throwing temper yesterday. I can understand her fraustration so i did not speak a word when she start to vent it on me.Not so fantastic this morning too when I just woke up. I admit I am not in a fabulous cherry mood this morning so probably I irritate her a lil. Things snowballed and I really cannot take it just sitting there silently and listen to her reprimanding me. Its always a sore when it comes to my relationship with mum. Tears will just flow out uncontrollably when I think about it even now, I must have look dumb keep wiping my face in the library. To me, mum is more of a figure of fear than a figure of love to me. When i read past jornals dated back in primary sch, everything I do I thought of my mum. Getting back results, loosing stuff and even when I fall down my tears is more of being afraid to tell her. God created and love mum, and I have to respect her. I love mum not only because God love her but also I know she loved me. But there's this prick inside me that perhaps I am not so willing to remove yet. When facing mum, there is like this "natural reflex" in me that I will feel irritated, which makes me feel v guilty. Its kind of weird that when I am nice to her and she gets v touchy, I will get irritated by her touchy-ness and went back toignoring her.This is perhaps a lesson of love I have to learn throughout my life and I really felt better when typing this paragraph. For the verse at the start of this entry, is what i saw on facebook this morning which really encouraged me. A cheerful heart vs a crushed spirit. I have decided to let the past keave me, no old scores or self pitiness for all these are pointless. Forgive and move on, knowing that there are many beautiful promises ahead (:
writtern @10:33 PM
Not been blogging for a long time sure gets laziness setting in! Too many things happened within these few weeks that i do not know where to begin from.Its the month of July, and i reached 20 years old!! Quite an akward age and really blessed to receive birthday messages from those i really loved- including vi clique, shooting frens, jc frens, secondary school clique, two primary sch pals and my lovely hall buddies (: Its nothing much actually, spent the whole day at home, cooking noodles for myself for dinner. Was chatting with one of my good fren Albert on msn that night and we are discussing about big 21 next year. I said that it will be a once- in-a-lifetime day. And he said sth that really impressed and spoke directly to me. This is what he said " everyday is a once-in-a-lifetime day". He may said it as a joke, or may not feel much about it, but it hit me. Many of us have regarded major events in our lives as once-in-a-lifetime such as A levels, 21 birthday, day of marriage, first time you tried sth wild etc but what we hardly realise is that everday itself is important and can never be chased back again.Skip over my genting trip till yest, midnight, I received news that my shooting club senior in jc had passed away from a car accident. It really striked me once again. Till now there are still tons of things i witheld from doing. People i failed to cherish. But who knows time may be running up for me and I don't know. One thing that learnt in this month is that there are good points in everyone of us which is admirable and sth that one can learn from. It may be masked by some flaws, but in times of doubt, I will choose to believe in the good in everyone (:
writtern @1:36 AM
