justafeeling
Saturday, August 21, 2010
Woke up this morning feeling really refreshed. It is my sabbath day! For those who do not understand what is sabbath, its sort of like a day in a week which the bible says one should rest, and reconnect with God. Saturday is my sabbath day(:
Last night, I dint have v good sleep. Since secondary school, I really fear darkness at night when i sleep for sometimes nightmares will haunt me and horror scenes will came accross my mind when I closed my eyes. Last night, I woke up suddenly in the middle of the night and felt really uncomfortable and a little panicky.
That is in the midde of my sleep. But before the sudden wake up and panic attack, I had a dream. It is about one of my non-christian friend and I will not elaborate my dream here.
Afternoon, I went to church. Standing in his sanctuary, I have a sudden sad feeling. I look around me, and they are people who came church and we bonded as a family of christ. Then, I thought of my close friends. God has always place me in cliques when I the only christian among a group of them. I really love all of them and start to picture a day when will walk with all my close frens and we say lets go to church! There is really a deep desire inside me for this day to come true, and perhaps my greatest wish.
Iso, be bees, taitai, candy, albert, mk, wf, xiao ming, ter ter, lizzard, dodo, clara, jas, eunice I love you all and my birthday wish every year will only be one (:
